Thank you so much for the opportunity to read this book. Unfortunately it’s not the book for me. DNF @ 21%.

This was a very long slow burn of a story, and it was a struggle to keep reading; it really didn't hold my attention. Most of the characters were unlikable, and I really had a hard time caring much for any of them.

I think if the author had chosen either horror or hick-noir, one or the other, the entire book might have been more cohesive story. As written, it felt like to me that it couldn't find its identity. The writing wasn't bad, though, and I'll definitely be looking for more by this author.

I received an advanced copy of this book through Netgalley. This book had me from the very beginning. I love that it kept me on the edge of my seat the whole time. I would highly recommend this book to my fellow readers. Thank you for the chance to review this book!!!!

Respite – respite and nepenthe from thy memories of Lenore;
quaff, oh quaff this kind nepenthe,
and forget this lost Lenore.
Quoth the raven,
nevermore.
- Edgar Allan Poe (from The Raven)

The kind nepenthe (in this case, drugs) of the title is anything but kind to the characters in this novel. Set in the hills of Humboldt County, California, the marijuana-growing capital of the world, this haunting tale will scare your socks off.

As a local resident of Humboldt County, I was eager to read this novel. When a story is set in a familiar location, it’s human nature to be curious to see if the places you know so well are mentioned in it and how the author describes your home. The author did a good job, but also took some artistic license with a few things. For example, the ancient old-growth redwood trees in the scenes on the farm don’t grow that far inland. Redwoods that far inland never reach the same size as those growing on the alluvial flats nearer the waterways. But, the large trees certainly did contribute to the mood of the scenes on the farm! Also, the farm is set along a river called the Santaroga River. This a fictional river, the name of which may be an homage to “The Santaroga Barrier” by Frank Herbert. A few other things are noticeable, such as some geographical differences, but these certainly don’t detract from the story itself. In fact, they contribute to the mood of the setting of the story.

The storyline follows a couple of young hippies, Rebecca and Calendula, who travel to the hills of Humboldt to live and work on a marijuana farm. They work for a man named Coyote, who travels a lot and spends a lot of money. The farm’s neighbors are an older man called Diesel and his son, DJ. The farm property used to belong to their family until it was sold to Coyote. DJ wants the land back so he can grow his own weed and make his fortune. His father built the grow room for Coyote and is owed a lot of money. His son’s girlfriend, Katie, is pregnant and Diesel tries to make her feel at home. But, DJ is a wild young man and prone to fits of violence. He both uses and sells drugs. All of the characters use drugs, whether that be marijuana, alcohol or meth, to drown their sorrows and make themselves feel better about their lot in life. For most of them, this backfires in incredibly negative ways. Thus, the irony of the title “Kind Nepenthe.” In their cases, their chosen “nepenthe” is anything but kind to them.

The creepy, ghost story aspects of the story come on slowly. The reader begins to notice changes in each character. The child sees and talks to a ghost. The others become influenced by ghostly forces. All this haunting culminates in a big scene on a stormy night, which I will not describe so as to not spoil it for the reader. Suffice it to say, the ghostly presences on that farm do not take kindly to people being there at all, it seems. The fact that the changes take place over time may seem to make the story move along at a slow pace, but there is always some action taking place. There are subplots involving DJ and his girlfriend, Katie, as well as Coyote. In the end, all the threads weave together nicely.

The author does a good job maintaining a sense of tension throughout the novel. Things build up at their own pace and not explosively all at once. This gives the reader a chance to see the characters when they are acting normally and then to begin to notice subtle changes in them. For example, what kind of foods they eat or how they interact with other people. The setting of the marijuana farm is accurately described and full of detail. The way the characters relate to the plants, and their large presence in the consciousness of certain characters, almost makes the plants themselves another character in the story.

The characters themselves are well-developed and thoroughly described. We get the backstory for each important character and this helps us understand their motivations and dreams for the future. They have faults and failings just like real people and none of them is perfect.

The history of the farm property is told in glimpses throughout the novel. We don’t really know for sure what happened there, but it was certainly a bad thing. I think it’s best that the author keeps this somewhat mysterious, rather than spelling it out directly. If the thing that happened is kept somewhat unclear, then the reader’s imagination can take over and come up with their own story of what happened. This makes the novel work much better than if the author had just come out and told us. I like that aspect of the story. Not knowing allows more room for the reader to think up their own history of the events that may have taken place, making the reading experience richer in the process because the reader can use their imagination.

Overall, my opinion is that this is a pretty good book. It’s a good solid read and a scary story to keep you awake late at night. I recommend it if you like ghost stories, or just plain scary tales!

I’d like to thank NatGalley and the publisher for the advance reader copy I received in exchange for my honest review.

I was not the right reader for this one. I could not get into the story at all and although I found the general premise creepy, I found the build-up to be too slow. I had to add this one to my DNF pile at 30%

This is a promising and wonderfully atmospheric horror read.

I am always keeping an eye out for good horror stories, normally i am left a little disappointed in the scare factor and let down by reviews that say how terrifying the book is.
But this book was NOT a let down at all.
I loved it and i could quite happily read it again straight away!
You've got meth heads, pot growers, thieves, and plenty of murder all to be had in the atmospheric backdrop of Humbolt County as well as ghosts! but It's the human horrors that take your breath away!
Rebecca and her daughter Megan are living out in the middle of nowhere with her boyfriend Calendula on a Marijuana grow plantation. If they can make it through this season, they will buy land and make build an organic farm to live off the land. That is the reason they stay, but is it worth it?
The other people in this story are. Drug addicts, women beaters and evil ghosts that continue to cause trouble. Certainly no characters you like no matter how much you read!
This is no feel good story with a happy ending, but a brutal, horror story
A must for an horror fans :-)

Kind Nepenthe was like a train wreck you could not look away from. You don't want to look, you know it's going to be bad, but you can't NOT look. All of the characters are unlikable. I had sympathy at first but they truly are the gatekeepers of their own hells. Humanity is lost here and I think that's the most terrifying part of the story, that all of these characters could be walking around in "real life" devoid of morals, empathy, sobriety. This was not a fun read, but Brockmeyer can spin a tale and I was hooked from the start. If you're looking for character redemption or a happy ending look elsewhere. But disappointed in the story you will not be.

Thank you NetGalley, Black Rose Publishing, and Matthew Brockmeyer for the ARC in exchange for an honest review.

The book wasn't for me as I found myself forgetting the story plot as it just didn't stick with me.

The characters were written well

I received an advanced copy of Kind Nepenthe from NetGalley in exchange for an honest and fair review....

Kind Nepenthe is an atmospheric, paranormal, spooky little story. Although it isn't extremely long, it still packs a punch. The hill of Humboldt County have a long, blood history. After many years and many lives lost, something paranormal lurks on these lands. Despite the ghostly history, the land is still actively used to grow the devil's lettuce. While trying to earn enough cash to start their own dream of living off the land, things slowly begin to change. Rebecca becomes extremely aware of the changes in the land and even those she loves. While Rebecca and Calendula are main characters, they are hardly the whole story. We get into business with a father-son meth heads duo and a few other ghastly folks.

While the topic of marijuana is certainly dealt with, it hardly is preachy or politically motivated. The reason I mention this because I don't want non-users or anti individuals to be dissuaded or turned off by the topic. It was rather interesting to hear how they handled mass production of the plant. Again, this is just to ensure those who are weary to try the book that MJ is hardly the star of the show.

Brockmeyer created some scenes that will not be leaving me for a while. There are two points in particular that have left a mark in my mind. These scenes also really re-enforced the horror point of the story for me.

Minor spoiler:

At one point, the water stops flowing at the house on the hill. Calendula is tasked with handling the situation. He finds a line where there must be a clog. In order to address the blockade, he tries to suck the item through. While it doesn't sound that interesting now, the timing and situation was incredibly presented. We don't know what it could be, I just know, that I don't want it to be a body. The description of what happens after he discovers what it was had me feeling just like Calendula. I was just as disgusted and nearly gagging along with him. This moment in the story was such a mood setter, I couldn't stop there.

Second scene that stole the show for me: When Rebecca finds Calendula talking to an inanimate object. This scene was AMAZING. It was incredibly written and had me creeped the heck out. This point in the story was a home run for me. It set the horror tone in a way other scary stories simply could not.

Overall, this book had such a paranormal, evil thing going on. It reminded just a touch of The Shining. The setting created a wonderful setting for horror. And the characters were horrors all in themselves.

Kind Nepenthe is an engrossing, disturbing and twisted tale combining well-balanced elements of malevolence, horror, suspense, mystery, crime, the supernatural and modernized fiction. The plot is dark and sinister, with a definite chillingly-creepy overtone. The characters are complex, compelling, riveting and, at times, a bit odd and quirky.

This novel was pure addiction. I found myself reading late into the night, virtually unable to put it down. And, when the beckoning pull of sleep became to strong to ignore, I was loathe to turn out the light -- for more reasons than one.

Brockmeyer has penned a true macabre masterpiece that continues to mess with your head, long after the last page has been turned. I have yet to cease being impressed with the outstanding caliber of authors showcased by Black Rose Writing.

*I received a complimentary copy of this story from NetGalley and Black Rose Writing in order to read and provide a voluntary, unbiased and honest review, should I choose to do so.

Pot growers, meth-heads and a few ghosts are what you will encounter in KIND NEPENTHE. You will also find interesting, well-drawn characters and suspense that builds as you turn the pages. But don't expect much redemption; this is a very dark book. Very, very creepy ... and sad. I would have liked more backstory on the ghosts and exactly why they behaving the way they were but this was still a fine effort (and you will learn everything you ever wanted to know about starting your own grow-house). Brockmeyer is well on his way to being one of the masters of horror..

Rebecca thought she’d find a hippy paradise when she moved to the desolate back hills of Humboldt County. A place to commune with nature and teach her five-year-old daughter how to live off the land. Instead she discovered a nightmare.

Coyote is a washed-up pot grower. Strung out on pills and dealing with dropping prices and looming legalization, he wonders if it’s even worth it anymore.

Diesel Dan abandoned his son for a life of methamphetamine and prison. Now he wants to make amends. He’s going to be a grandfather. But his son is on the same dark road of drugs and violence that once consumed him.

These characters will come together in an explosive ending that will leave you stunned and breathless. But more than just a gripping horror novel, Kind Nepenthe is a deep examination into the nature of love and greed, lost ideals, and the essence of evil in one of the last frontiers of the American West.

This is a well written book, but one I unfortunately didn’t enjoy. I didn’t like any of the characters or the subject. 2.5*

This is an amazing book. The writing is astonishingly good. I'm not usually a huge fan of modern horror and I fully intend to keep my eyes out for other work by this author. The story arc ratchets up the tension from the beginning and it just keeps getting more and more creepy (and scary) .... the ending had me turning the lights on because reading in the dark was too darned much for me.

Even though the characters were not particularly likeable, they were all understandable and sympathetic to a degree. I really found myself rooting for Rebecca and her small family. I even found myself hoping things would go well for Diesel, which is saying something considering I'm about as diametrically opposed to his character as it's possible to be and still be human.

People who already really enjoy horror will find more than enough to satisfy here... people who enjoy noir will most likely enjoy this book as well... the people who enjoy literary/dystopian fiction will almost certainly be in raptures of delight. A really well crafted enjoyable(?) creepy read. Any fans who entered the room through the Joe Hill/Clive Barker/Stephen King door, enjoy this new source of horror from a new author who can stand up there with the masters.

“Quaff, oh quaff, this kind nepenthe and forget that lost Lenore.” - from THE RAVEN by Edgar Allan Poe

Just imagine this, if you will. You cross WINTER'S BONE with THE SHINING and what do you get? You get a hard-to-categorize pitch black creation that can probably play Dueling Banjos really well.

This book is beyond dark. You can feel it sucking you in like a desperate, greedy lungs-full inhale on a meth pipe and it just keeps pulling and pulling. You know you need to escape its clutches but it's irresistible so you keep on reading and trying to catch your breath and you're getting pulled further and further in and down.

This noir tale takes place in the backcountry of Humboldt County, California and is full of drugs, self deception, more drugs and oh, yeah...ghosts.

Don't read this until you're in the right mood - down and dreary - because then it will be a short trip to reach that spot by the end of the book. It's really brilliantly written but this defines dark in all new ways.

I received this book from Black Rose Writing through Net Galley in exchange for my unbiased review.

Rebecca is a mother with a passion for an organic lifestyle. She works at a grow house with her boyfriend Calendula hoping to make enough money to buy their own property and live off the land.
Megan her five-year-old daughter has changed since they moved. Her behaviour has become strange and she tells dark but gifted stories. Soon Megan will have more to worry about than just her little girls behaviour.
The medley of characters in this book includes Coyote, Diesel Dan, DJ his son and a few ghosts. They combine to combine to do bad things to each other in ways you wont imagine.
I thought the grow house setting was a good idea although I was a little over the whole marijuana thing before reaching the half way mark. Wouldnt living and/or working in an environment like this end up making you nuts?
The ending was a huge scene-stealer for me and well worth the wait. If you enjoy a horror thriller with a bit of a difference then this is the book for you.

This book started off really promising and chilling.However,I don't know if I'd consider it a horror.I think I would have liked more ghosts!In the end I gave it 3 stars.The ending is exciting,but I never really got much emotional attachment to the characters and found it a bit depressing.

Disturbed

"Do you ever
miss yourself
in the middle of the mess
a lifetime can become?"
- by Ominous

"Rebecca thought she'd find a hippie paradise when she moved to the desolate back hills of Humboldt County. A place to commune with nature and teach her five-year-old daughter how to live off the land. Instead, she discovered a nightmare..."
Rebecca just has to hold out a few more weeks until they get paid. She, her daughter, Megan and boyfriend, Calendula want to make a new life for themselves. Buy a piece of land to call their own, start a new life, but unforeseen troubles make its appearance and soon everything spirals out of control.

"Coyote is a washed-up pot grower. Strung out on pills and dealing with dropping prices and looming legalization, he wonders if it's even worth it anymore..."
A greedy weed grower that only looks out for himself. But greediness comes with a price.

"Diesel Dan abandoned his son for a life of methamphetamine and prison. Now he wants to make amends. He's going to be a grandfather. But his son is on the same dark road of drugs and violence that once consumed him..."
Like father, like son. Diesel wanting to make amends with his son seems to be the hardest part of this character's story. Not only will he be a grandfather soon, but it feels like he has to fight his own demons every step of the way to show his son he can be a good father. Will his son feel the same at the end?

These characters will come together in an explosive ending that will leave you stunned and breathless. But more than just a gripping horror novel, Kind Nepenthe is a deep examination into the nature of love and greed, lost ideals, and the essence of evil in one of the last frontiers of the American West.
They soon realize they are not alone....

I must say....

THIS WAS ONE HELL OF A STORY! I was hooked from the first page! What a great novel this was.

Novel: Kind Nepenthe
Author: Matthew V Brockmeyer
Genre: Horror
Review Rating: 4 1/2 Stars
Cover: 9/10
Characters, interaction, and plot layout: 5/5
Publication Date: 27 July 2017
Do I recommend this: Highly!
Would I buy this book for myself or a friend: Yes

I highly recommend this novel for all horror readers.

**********Thank you to Netgalley and author Matthew V. Brockmeyer for providing me with an advance reader copy in exchange for a fair and honest review.**********

Would definitely read more of this author's work in the future.

Review of KIND NEPENTHE
by Matthew V. Brockmeyer

Beautifully scenic, but humanity renders it depressing: Southern Humboldt County in Northern California. KIND NEPENTHE is a literate horror novel (I loved the epigrams the author's chosen), but I prefer to categorize it as Northern California drug culture noir. Populated by an almost completely sorry cast of lowlifes, KIND NEPENTHE only allows some to surface briefly, to try to be “somebody” with purpose, and then submerges them again. Rebecca wants to be completely organic, and be a sterling mother. Calendula (Mark) is a permaculture designer, or so he hopes. Diesel wants a second chance through his soon-to-be born grandchild, not to mess up as he did with his son and his wife. Actually, the only “winners” in this patch of noir are the hauntings...and we're never really certain what their foundation is, although we see it acted out in certain formerly living individuals. Mr. Brockmeyer does a sort of Henry James-ish horror, the kind that you know is present, but too shadowy and unspecific to get really frightened...until the end, when literally everything and everybody goes raving insane in a fast-paced few pages rolling like a bullet train.

{On a personal note, while I read KIND NEPENTHE, I also commenced another drug culture noir, this one set in New Mexico. Life imitates art.}