I really liked this, a gripping book with such a breadth of exploration of what it's like to be a woman: generational trauma from your mother and her mother before her, especially when it comes to body image and how to be a good wife; having a distant father whom you love anyway; a life spent trying to seek answers by medical professionals; being made to feel disgusting by men for any deviation from the norm but have them desire you for it anyway; being hired for a job just because you can smile and look pretty; intense loneliness; and much more.

It's bleak and isolating and there's a sense of everyone living full lives except you. The writing style was very compelling and I found myself reading through it so quickly. There were a few bits towards the end that I either feel like I didn't understand or just didn't work for me, but overall I thought this was so good. I've been meaning to read the author's other book Ripe for so long and this has definitely bumped it up the priority list.

Oh wow what a strange little book. Unlike anything I’ve read before I think?

Cassie, like her mother and grandmother before her, was born with a knot in her middle. As in, her midriff is literally a knot. She grows up with her parents and brother next to a meat quarry where they pull meat out of the ground with their hands and sell it. Eventually Cassie leaves her family home and finds herself working a mundane job and trying to figure out how to date.

This is both real and deeply surreal. There are frequent interjections, visions, with dreamlike sequences from Cassie’s mind. I did find myself tiring a little bit of these as the book went on though.

What a magical, visceral and haunting story, one I won’t forget anytime soon.

In a surreal dystopia, meat grows in quarries, and three generations of women are born with knotted bodies. The book of X tells a poetic tale of yearning, sadness, love, and loss.

I'm actually quite lost on how to even review this book if I'm being honest! The writing is poetic, beautiful in places, and the story is full of the 'here and now' and visions of alternative events that fill Cassie's head at different points of her life.

I really enjoyed the beginning part of Cassie's Journey, but I did feel the middle to be slightly lacklustre - however, I'm actually not sure whether this was intended or not? I don't know. This book is thought-provoking. What one person thinks or sees with the meanings and themes in this book I quite imagine will differ from person to person. Everything feels open to interpretation and is such a cleverly written novel. I know that this one will stay with me for some time.

Thank you to the publisher for providing a copy of this book via Netgalley.

Unusual, raw, vicious, heart breaking. A strange girl in a strange but familiar world, visions and a family knot.

**Book Review: _The Book of X_ by Sarah Rose Etter**

_Sarah Rose Etter's_ _The Book of X_ is a hauntingly surreal and strikingly original tale that challenges conventional storytelling. Etter presents a world where the bizarre and the everyday coexist, using vivid, often unsettling imagery to explore themes of femininity, body, trauma, and desire. The protagonist’s journey, portrayed through fragmented and poetic prose, is both compelling and heart-wrenching, drawing readers into an exploration of identity and the physical and emotional burdens women carry.

Etter’s writing is fearless, weaving a narrative that is both brutally honest and dreamlike. _The Book of X_ is a literary experience that resonates on multiple levels, leaving a lasting impact with its blend of darkness, beauty, and raw truth. This novel is a daring, thought-provoking read that defies expectations and lingers long after the final page.

This is a weirdly strange book which is also somewhat fantastic. It tells the story of a young girl who is born with her guts twisted her mother has the same and she goes through her life seeking treatment for this . The condition is clearly not a real medical condition in the context of normality but in the reality of the story it’s just about makes sense.
When I started reading, I was very confused. Meat quarries and knots in the stomach what am I reading? As I settled into the novel, it started to make some sort of sense.
This book is full of extremely surreal ideas juxtaposed with complete normality which makes the surreal ideas jump out even more
I loved the authors writing style of several sentences that really stood out for me as a personal suffer of chronic pain “The pain keeps screaming in the background. It reduces everything around me. “ I really empathise with this sentence
Throughout the novel, there are lists of facts nearly all of them correct but not all.These lists stand out in comparison to the weirdness the surreal story
I read a copy of the novel on NetGalley UK who is published on the 5th of December 2024 by Verve books
This review will appear on NetGalley UK , Goodreads and my book blog bionicSarahsbooks.wordpress.com. after publication it will also appear on Amazon UK.

I found it hard to follow some parts of the book as the marked visions didn't always seem to have a distinct ending which meant I wasn't always sure what was happening and what was in Cassie's mins. I understood some of the deeper meanings of what was happening but some of it was too far fetched that I was unsure what I was supposed to be reading. The writing was a bit clunky and didn't always flow well, I overall enjoyed the book but I'm unsure if I'd recommend to everyone to read.

I received this book from NetGalley and VERVE Books in exchange for a free and honest review.

This book follows Cassandra/ Cassie born a rare condition in which her stomach is twisted into a knot. She faces discrimination and crippling pain in the knot. Because of all the hurt that she faces, she likes to have alternative endings to real life situations in order to deal with her emotional pain. This leads her to always move to avoid fully facing traumatic incidents. Overall, a sad but relatable read about a woman trying to find her place and her thinking that changing an aspect of herself will lead to great changes in her life but this has varying results. I recommend this book but advise readers to look up the trigger warnings.

etter's debut is a raw and intellectually provocative novel that delves into themes of isolation, sexism, self-identity, and societal critique through a deeply surreal and imaginative lens.

the narrative follows cassie, a girl born with her stomach twisted into a knot—a hereditary condition that has afflicted the women in her family for generations. through a series of unsettling and richly poetic vignettes, the story traverses cassie's transition from late childhood to young adulthood, immersing us in her internal conflicts and the profound sense of alienation she endures in her encounters with society due to her physical condition and gender.

her journey, which takes her from the macabre setting of a meat quarry on her family’s farm to the cold, impersonal environment of a city office, is one of consistent physical and emotional suffering. the only reprieve for both cassie and the reader comes through the frequent 'visions' she experiences, which reflect a softer world than the one she occupies.

etter’s creation of this unconventional universe is certainly ambitious and original, but to me, it fell flat. absurdist allegory can serve as a compelling artistic instrument, but only when executed with thematic depth and narrative cohesion, which i feel was lacking. while the symbolism of the knot is intriguing, its conceptualisation is somewhat elusive. the knot’s significance fluctuates throughout the novel, appearing as inconsistently visible and impactful, which undermines its potential as a profound metaphor for the body in relation to societal expectations.

likewise, the recurring motif of meat being harvested from an underground quarry was initially exciting and vividly described, but eventually felt more like a provocative detail than a crucial element with clear thematic significance, diminishing its impact and leaving readers with a constant sense that they are missing something, only to be left dissatisfied when their questions are left unanswered.

the episodic structure of the novel is typically a feature i love, but in this case, the fragmented format and frequent inclusion of random facts often disrupt the narrative's coherence. to me, the narrative is at its best when depicted with stark realism. cassie's sexual assault and her subsequent vision were extremely well-written, and both left a lump in my throat. in fact, all her interactions with boys and men are well-written, as are her experiences of judgement from family members.

overall, ‘the book of x’ stands as a bold and inventive work of surrealist literary fiction. i wanted to love it, and i understand why so many do, but it just didn't come together for me!

Thank you to Netgalley and Verve Books for allowing me to read this book by Sarah Rose Etter.

This is an extraordinary read, with haunting writing, and intensely visceral imagery. It is a harrowing tale of generational trauma, and the feelings of becoming a woman in an anti-feminist world.

Description:
A woman born with a knotted torso lives with her family who mine meat from a quarry.

Liked:
The meat mining thing is interesting. Liked the complex relationship between the protagonist and her family. The description of her relationship with her best friend was sparse but also well-realised. Also thought the push and pull of the boy she fancies who is absolutely awful to her but who is the only one who gives her any attention was very well done - you can be screaming at the MC to leave him the fuck alone and have some self-respect but also completely understand why she doesn't, in the worst way.

Disliked:
The lists Etter started in Ripe are back here. This time she manages to stick with them till the end, and they do feel a bit more relevant/interesting, but between that and the protagonists 'vision' sections, it feels like a bid to make up the page count in a story which is already quite slight. I also felt the ending tended slightly toward the melodramatic. The meat quarry was an interesting idea but in the end I wasn't sure that it added much to the story.

Would recommend. Etter’s a promising writer, and for me this represents a step forward from Ripe, but I think she’ll continue to improve.

a surreal and unique take on conformity and the deadly pressure of trying to fit into the roles that society pressures you into through a lens of magical realism.

the book of x explores the pressure of looking a certain way, changing and still not feeling whole, the disconnection between you and others, and the deep grief from loss.

it’s such a bleak story and i felt so strongly for cassie and wished she didn’t have to go through a tough life like she did — it felt too raw and real, despite it being a surreal story of literally rivers of thighs, meat farms and knotted stomachs.

it’s obviously full of metaphors and everything in it can be assigned to real life scenarios. which is why it feels so hard hitting at several moments. it’s definitely a boon worth reading more than once and i can’t wait to finally get started on ripe after this! what a storyteller!

// ARC courtesy of verve books and netgalley.

Etter's 'The Book of X' is a truly unique book. The style of writing flows wonderfully. My one criticism would be the inclusion of the random facts. I'm not entirely sure those work so well.

DNF at 27%.

First of all I struggled with the formating of this to start with, though I did end up getting used to it eventually I just personally didn't find the story interesting or gripping enough to continue

Dystopian yet disturbing, this book was fascinating. I’ve not read anything like it before. The body horror combined with the questions about humanity made for an all together haunting story. I really enjoyed it at first, but found the plot begin to drag towards the middle and the end. I wasn’t the biggest fan of the ending either, but I still found the entire novel interesting and well written.

This coming-of-age book is both surreal, uncomfortable and a dark read for me. This novel delves into the complexities of existence within women’s body.
The story revolves around Cassie, who was born with a knotted torso, as were her mother, grandmother, and great-great-grandmother. They inhabit a land called The Acre, where the Meat Quarry is located—a place where meat can be obtained by digging into the earth, a concept difficult to imagine in real life.
Etter’s writing style is engaging and thought-provoking. While reading the book can be unsettling at times, Cassie’s story is undeniably sad. The novel challenges the notion that physical transformation alone can fulfill the longings of our hearts and souls. So, if this theme suits you, you might want to try this book but don’t forget to check the trigger warning.

I’m not quite sure what I just read and I don’t know if I liked it or not, but I do know I finished it in 24 hours and struggled to put it down. This book is grotesque and unsettling, exploring themes of rape, sexism and beauty standards in an alternate world where meat is mined, and the women in a family are knotted. It pushes boundaries, certainly makes you think and is beautifully written, but it is an uncomfortable read.

Thank you Net Galley for providing access to this ARC.

Thank you so much to NetGalley and the publisher for providing me with an ARC to review!!

4.5 stars rounded up!!


I was crying through the part 3 of this. I was relating so much to Cassie and her feelings of herself, her relationships with family, her emotions. Just wow with this book.

This is my second reading from Sarah Rose Etter and I just adore the way she writes. It's stunning and so poetic and tragic but holds so much emotion to me that feels like something I can embrace and hold on to. Wow. I will most definitely make any future work an auto read because apparently I just love to be emotionally wrecked by her work. Stunning.

I genuinely have no idea what I just read.
I have never in my life felt so confused by the purpose of a book. I have no idea what it was trying to do, or why. I read a wide variety of genres, and even though I don't enjoy every book I read I can usually see the authors intention, or an imagine a demographic that would enjoy it. I cannot say the same about this book.
There was nothing particularly wrong with it, but I also just didn't understand the objective of it. The only thing I thought was interesting was the unique formatting.
Thank you to NetGalley and the publishers for access to an arc of this.

A girl with a knot for a midriff, whose family own a meat quarry - where meat is mined. Honestly, this was a great read, great concept and enthralling. Cassie wants to live a 'normal' life, without this knot, which makes her a freak to her peers. Her mother, and grandmother, both had this knot, but it was a rare case with no cure but plenty of quack surgeons. Cassie trusted too easily and was abused by her s0-called friends, even her 'positive workplace boss' was a let-down.

I really enjoyed this and definitely recommend it.